To Hope, Nope.

Dissolve

One saying I love the most, feels very depressing -another word we've put, not to go any deeper with our inquiries, means stop right there, I can't dig any deeper in my life - but very real;
In reality, hope is the worst of all evils, because it prolongs man's torments.
~Friedrich Nietzsche
Desire on the other hand, my desire for wanting to explore life more real, is endless. How can you expand your world and hope and wait for something to happen at the same time? There is no pause in life, we humans have become automatic in life because of our habits; our body movements, our daily routines and hope is a disease in them. What do you do when you have the feeling of hope inside yourself? You wait for something to happen. But nothing ever happens magically if you don't do anything, about anything. Universe keeps expanding, but it isn't something outside of you, it isn't apart from your body, it is in fact, you. Use it by choosing
the way you want to go. Experience variety of emotions, positive thinking is very limited. The world that you live in shouldn't be your dreamland, all you would be getting is disappointment.

FOUNTAIN

Medulla To every strong living creature who sometimes has doubts about themselves, about their thoughts, intuition, capabilities, their own spirits. The original spirit always had hard time finding a place not in this world but in this society (perfectly knows where it fits in nature or naturally), because he always knew he did not belong there. He did not belong to where he was put, he belonged to where he wanted to be; where he wants to go. In tough times, that's when he starts to have doubts about himself and that's exactly the time to be reborn, not the time for having second thoughts. Imagine when you were first having such pain, before realization, you didn't know where your intuition would take you. If you knew, you wouldn't resist that much, you would let life make you stronger with all the unbearable pain and loneliness, to help you see that you aren't actually lonely. Life wants to take you somewhere, go with it. There is no such thing as unhappiness or sorrow, it only occurs when you are detached from your spirit. So when you think you aren't walking with it, go back and own it, it's yours! Just as you think you have forgotten it, you might have actually internalized it. Medulla: Latin word for marrow, meaning the core. Used in medical language for many parts in organs. In brain; controls respiration, important for maintaining an open airway and controlling heart rate is located there. The emptiness inside us needs knowledge, desn't it? When we know that, to learn Love, takes knowledge too. Upcoming: "The Second Brain".

The Fountainhead Character Book

"The hardest thing to explain is the glaringly evident which everybody has decided not to see." Ayn Rand
The Fountainhead presents the ideal world. The ideal world where man reach the highest limits of their capacities. With these ideal men, a real world has been created. Most people may consider this as an illusion because of the word “created”. But the biggest common mistake to see the reality as an illusion. It’s a mechanism of people who ignore the real world, who sees things like they are, and, not as they ought to be.
As Ayn Rand states; The man is a noble being. In this case we can talk about two kinds of men. A man that creates, and men who nurture from them.
The man who is creative is powerfull, lives for himself, seekes his own happiness, works hard and does it in the best way. He doesn’t get swept away by others. He is the man that fights till there’s no blood left in his vessels.
One of his hobies isn’t donating for charity but is to do the things that he actually enjoys and satisfies himself. In collectivist thoughts, all these things are the product of arrogance and selfishness. It is not considered for a man to live or think for himself when there in so much to do in this world we live in.
To live and think for yourself would not be a point of issue if every man had nurtured from their own fountain.
The second man, is the man that nurtures from others. Eighty percent of this world consists of them. They are the ones who are real greedy and selfish, in the meaning as used frequently in public. The defenders of collectivism, the killers of individual. They say that they dedicate their lives to humanity and helping people. What they actually do is imposing a combination of irrational words which seem very complex and completely make themselves look like they were intellectuals and supress the individual soul, the original thought. These people have their own sencond-handers. Without their second-handers they could never survive. The problem of the second-hander is that he is without his ego. The reason of giving their burden to someonelse’s shoulder is because it is always easier to give excuses like religion or society to be closed to other ideas in life rather than discovering their own capacities. They choose to be indolent, and get on with their lives.
The reason for me to visualize this book ‘The Fountainhead Character Book’ is not just simply to humiliate the second-handers and glorify the noble man, but it is also to make people realize their own capacities and power.
Ayn Rand states in the twentyfifth year anniversary edition; Many people ask me how I feel about the fact that The Fountainhead has been in print for twentyfive years. I cannot say that I feel something in particular, except a kind of quiet satisfaction. In this respect, my attitude toward my writing is best expressed by a statement of Victor Hugo: “If a writer wrote merely for his time, I would have to break my pen and throw it away.” This book may have been first published in 1943 but it presents a whole new ideology if you consider that mankind exists for thousands of years.
I present my character book for those who are ought to be and for thoose who choose to live in the world that is ought to be.


Nathalie Barki